Now I just have to worry that I did TOO well and that they'll ask me to talk again, soon. I sure hope not.

I don't have my Scouting meeting next week. Woo-hoo! I can be a normal mom the whole week! Yay! I can catch all of American Idol with Michael!

I got the yard pretty much cleaned up. It looks way, way better. Even pulled a few weeds. Woot for me. Then, I NEEDED a shower. And I think I got some sun on my face. Oh well.

Bruce ... is trying my patience. And I cursed in front of him and Zoë. My patience has been really rather short lately. Probably since Auntie Flo is headed for a visit.
Still, Bruce has been pulling his ... manly part out of his diaper and wetting his bed without taking off his clothes (since he rips off his pants most of the time we're home, I don't put him in pants a lot ... and he grabs it out of his diaper through the leg-hole of his onsie [since, I don't put him in T-shirts much at all, since when I do, he'll pull it out the top.]. Oy).

I've had to stop wearing my wedding ring since it's too LOOSE. So I've lost some fat. Maybe not weight, but fat.

Zo's been REALLY cuddly, dare we say CLINGY, the last few days. She'll spend most of the day on my lap --- or making me read to her on the floor while she sits between my legs.

TOTAL TANGENT ALERT: I just listened to a snippet Lady Saw's "No Less Than a Woman" on iTunes. Can we say "Friggin' WOW"?? There's a special place in my heart for songs with a message. My gosh, I want this song.

Tangent aside, do you ever just feel like you're spinning your wheels ... that you COULD/SHOULD be getting things done, being better ... but you just aren't?

Yeah, that's kinda how I've been feeling, off and on. Not that I know what I want (certainly NOT to get a job and get childcare, since that'd eat up anything I'd make). But I need to vacuum. I should get another load of laundry done. I should make something delicious for dinner ... and maybe a dessert or something.

And I have got to get this Scouting thing figured out. The person before the person before us KEPT NO RECORDS!!!!!! Wither the fries?!? So, yeah, we really have little-to-no idea about what our boys have and haven't earned over the last year. UGH! Oh well.

So, excuse me while I spin my wheels some more and try and do the right thngs for the right reasons.

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My mood right now is:

Zoë's first stint as a heartbreaker. - 2007-04-23
Crazy weekend, but the vacuum's fix and the computer's not being a pain in the heinie ... - 2007-04-15
Joss likes me!! - 2007-04-09
Six-legged Freaks ... and Scout-stuff ... and more stuff... - 2007-04-04
Snarkalicious ... and the return of the strange dream chronicles - 2007-03-28

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